Some people need to grow up!

What in the heck is wrong with people? I will never understand why people do what they do. I'm so sick of hearing about this one particular person going from girl to girl. He had the best thing in the world. Now that he broke up with her he is doing everything in his power to pretty much self destruct, I swear. He's trying to fill some void that is never going to go away. Why do people have to be so stupid. I wonder if he even realizes what he's doing? He's making himself look like a freakin' fool. What sucks is I can't help him anymore. Call me a jerk or even the "b" word, but I'm not going to do it this time. I'm done putting up with people's bullcrap. Some people just need to grow up and out of that junior high stage of life. Especially when they are 17 years old. I mean come on!

CHRISTMAS!

Well I'm kind of excited because this is the first year that I'm going to actually have two family Christmases. Dayne's family goes all out for Christmas. That is something I am very much looking forward to. Plus, just Christmas in general because it is going to be my last Christmas living in my house. It's kind of scary but exciting at the same time. Every year my Grandpa comes over and stays the night Christmas Eve. That's always fun to. When I move out I want to start my own traditions. Like watching Frosty and Rudolf every Christmas Eve. I think that would be awesome and reading the Christmas Story. That is pretty much my Christmas. New Year's Eve is always fun too!

ttfn ;)

Let it Snow!

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow! At first I really hated winter and all of the cold, but now that I was able to see it snow and see it stick. Winter reminds me of curling up in a blanket and sitting in front of the fireplace reading an awesome book. This winter is going to be pretty crazy for me actually. It's already super busy. Sub Deb is Saturday and I am so excited. I have a purple dress and I'm going to have so much fun. OK here's a funny story: I let my cousin borrow my shoes that I needed to wear for Sub Deb and oh guess what? Her dog ate them. I still don't have the money I need from her to replace the shoes either. It's already THURSDAY! What the heck?! Here is to an awesome winter!

ttfn ;)

AHHHH!

Ok so there is only a day and a half of school left. The rest of this year is going to be so much fun. Sub deb is only in a couple weeks and then a couple more weeks after that it will be Christmas. The rest of my senior year is going to fly as well. Thank God. I just want to get out of here. I know later on in life I'm going to miss this, but I can live with that. Everyone misses it at some point or another. At least I admit that. I'll be married soon and off to college. I'm just excited to start my own life and make my own mistakes and learn from them. I might be young but I have two people that are behind me no matter what and I am so very thankful for them both.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

ttfn ;)

Is it May yet?

Maybe I'm the only one that wishes it was may already but I highly doubt that. I cannot wait until we graduate. I have such a crazy rest of the year. I just want to move on with my life. Everyone says that we're going to miss this and whatnot, and I probably will but for now I want out of here. I have no idea why but I just want to travel. I'm sick of being stuck in this little town for so long. I want to have an adventure. I have a lot on my plate though, with the wedding and graduation and all. I guess I already have an adventure, I just have to have fun with it. It seems like this year is dragging on but in all reality it is almost December. I'll be here just waiting and pulling through until May.

ttfn ;)

Let me out of this town

I am so tired of winter already. And technically it's not even winter yet. I told my mom that I was moving to Texas. Michigan just stinks in general. But right now I have the urge to just go somewhere. I want to go on a little road trip or something. I just need to get away. The stress is just too much. But today I guess I'm getting a little trip. I'm going to Toledo. I have to pick up my wedding dress (which wasn't supposed to be in until January), and go to the mall to get glasses engraved. I'm so excited I only have like nine months until we get married. I am so excited. I'm scared at the same time. I'm ready but I'm scared because I've never moved in my life. So there is going to be a lot of anxiety when I do move. But that's OK I'll have my honey to help me out.

ttfn ;)

Coming a long way...

In reguard to my blog "Why do people purposely hurt you," my life has gone hay wire. That one was about how my friend has gone psycho. Well this week Dayne and I decided, well I pushed the idea, that we needed to talk to him to figure things out. So tonight we're going to meet him at the mall and try to figure things out. There's not going to be a close friendship anymore if there is one at all. As soon as we get close things go bad. I don't want to cry anymore when I hear his name about how I hurt him. That kills me, how he says that I hurt him. Hurt is definately a two way street in this case. I'll definately be doing a lot of praying tonight. :)

ttfn :)

Last Weekend

Last weekend was pretty good with homecoming and all. I had a lot of fun. A group of friends and me went to Family Kitchen where Taylor works and had dinner before the game on Friday. Then Dayne and I went to the game. It was a descent game. Then we went to the dance and ofcourse we had fun there. Dayne and I love to dance. That is one thing that is pretty cool to have in a guy....they like to dance. I love to dance. My blog is kind of boring today but I guess that's all I have.

ttfn :)

Bored...

So I'm sitting here in vo-tech bored like no other, so I thought that I would say a little something. It's Friday!!!!! Ya-hoo! Tomorrow me, Courtney, Taylor, Ashley, Amanda, my mom, grandma, and Kerri are going to Toledo to get their dresses. Everybody is like, "Why are you going so early?" Well November is their drop month. So a lot of their dresses are being discontinued, that is why we have to go soon. I can't wait! Then next weekend is homecoming, so that is even more super exciting. I have like an hour left in this class. It is taking forever. Alrighty well I guess I'll go and try to find something else to do.

ttfn :)

Why do people do things to purposely hurt you?

So I had this friend and he has gone off the handle for the last time to me. He has been causing me problems for over two years. Not all of the memories that I have of him are bad, but honestly the good are begining to fade. We have stopped talking because being a friend with him is a vicious cycle. Every few months he decides that he is better for me than anyone else. I can't take it anymore. He has gone too far. He told me how I don't care and told me to count the friends that I lost. I have come to terms with that because if they were real friends they would be there no matter what. The main thing that ticks me off is he blames me for the lost friendship. It's all my fault according to him. He brought up stuff that he knows makes me feel like I'm not worth anything. That is not a friend. I deserve so much better. So I told him I'm sorry and I do care and I'm sorry that things turned out this way. Finally, I told him I was praying for him. So the next time he sends me a message I'm not going to open it. It makes me cry because he knows just the right buttons to push to get to me. I'm done with this little game of mental torture. I grew up he didn't.

ttfn :)

Does the ring finger on your left hand mean anything to you??

It does to Taylor and I...

As of last Thursday, which was September 18, Dayne proposed to me at Island Park. We are getting married next year in July. I am so excited. I have almost everything done already. We have been talking about it for a long time actually. So I pretty much knew everything I wanted. I've been getting quite a bit of slack from quite a few people, but love is love. You know when you find that special someone. At least I did. We are going to live a wonderful life with plenty of ups and downs along the way. I want to live life to the fullest and he helps me do that. He's my Mr. Wonderful :)

ttfn :)

So Much To Do...

I have so much to do today, plus Dayne's sick. I have to send out invitations for my jewelry party next week, call a bunch of people, and take care of a sick kid. Tons of fun on my part. I can do it though no big deal. Oh yeah and I have to write my speech. I miss summer it was so much fun. I just hung out with Dayne and I didn't have nearly as much to do. We spent all day together all summer. It's pretty weird not to have him around. Now that he's sick I feel really bad because he took care of me when I was sick and now he has it. I took him to the doctor yesterday and he got a shot that made his arm numb. I just feel bad that he got sick from me. I miss him. Anyway....that's my blog.

:) ttfn