Why do people do things to purposely hurt you?

So I had this friend and he has gone off the handle for the last time to me. He has been causing me problems for over two years. Not all of the memories that I have of him are bad, but honestly the good are begining to fade. We have stopped talking because being a friend with him is a vicious cycle. Every few months he decides that he is better for me than anyone else. I can't take it anymore. He has gone too far. He told me how I don't care and told me to count the friends that I lost. I have come to terms with that because if they were real friends they would be there no matter what. The main thing that ticks me off is he blames me for the lost friendship. It's all my fault according to him. He brought up stuff that he knows makes me feel like I'm not worth anything. That is not a friend. I deserve so much better. So I told him I'm sorry and I do care and I'm sorry that things turned out this way. Finally, I told him I was praying for him. So the next time he sends me a message I'm not going to open it. It makes me cry because he knows just the right buttons to push to get to me. I'm done with this little game of mental torture. I grew up he didn't.

ttfn :)

Does the ring finger on your left hand mean anything to you??

It does to Taylor and I...

As of last Thursday, which was September 18, Dayne proposed to me at Island Park. We are getting married next year in July. I am so excited. I have almost everything done already. We have been talking about it for a long time actually. So I pretty much knew everything I wanted. I've been getting quite a bit of slack from quite a few people, but love is love. You know when you find that special someone. At least I did. We are going to live a wonderful life with plenty of ups and downs along the way. I want to live life to the fullest and he helps me do that. He's my Mr. Wonderful :)

ttfn :)

So Much To Do...

I have so much to do today, plus Dayne's sick. I have to send out invitations for my jewelry party next week, call a bunch of people, and take care of a sick kid. Tons of fun on my part. I can do it though no big deal. Oh yeah and I have to write my speech. I miss summer it was so much fun. I just hung out with Dayne and I didn't have nearly as much to do. We spent all day together all summer. It's pretty weird not to have him around. Now that he's sick I feel really bad because he took care of me when I was sick and now he has it. I took him to the doctor yesterday and he got a shot that made his arm numb. I just feel bad that he got sick from me. I miss him. Anyway....that's my blog.

:) ttfn